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I'm not sure how to process this one, I'm wondering if it's okay to ignore this one.

So you want to talk about bands and music festivals, but not how you are, or how I am, or what happened...cool. fine. You're a jerk, already knew that.

But what WAS that? ...really.

Am I ignoring dealing with this? Or am I choosing that I don't want to be upset and for once -just letting it be.
I'd like to chose the latter.

I don't know what to do or how to feel. I feel so oddly lost again. But I just keep thinking that I don't want to deal with it, it's not worth it. is that bad? I mean, what is the point really.

Just go on.
Keep going.
why not. . .

No one can tell you how to handle any situation anyways. Your situation is your own. There's no right way. I'm always afraid that I'll make the wrong decision, handle some situation the "wrong" away, and by doing the "wrong" thing I'm screwing something up or missing out on something or loosing something. But that's just not right.
must. remember. to. know. better.