this is giving me a headache.
working so hard to set up the next chapter of my book. my life. Which I'm not convinced is the chapter I should be writing. But I guess It will write itself before I do.
It's difficult to plan the future and still be here in what is now. But I want to set myself up for success, I want this chapter to be perfect - but it already isn't, and I guess it'll unfold as it should. I want to say trust the process. But I'm not strong enough yet. I guess I can't know how it'll turn out and there's no way for me to know that or pre-form it.
I just don't feel ready for the next chapter yet. But I don't have to be. It hasn't begun yet. I should probably finish this one, and when this one is complete I will be ready for the next one. I just will be. When it's actually here. And not one page before.
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