When you're free to experience what you're actually feeling, and no emotions are being forced on you - why do we wait? I feel like I'm waiting for the next turn or drop in the roller coaster - but there's none in sight. This should be a good thing. This is a good thing. I don't feel it. I don't feel anything.
I GET to not think about it, I just don't have to. I GET to not ask questions this time, or be desperate for answers. This should feel free.
But it doesn't.
I feel so oddly restricted;by myself, the walls and boundaries I've created as defense mechanisms. These are a part of me now and so is what put them there. It can't be ignored - but I'm longing to go beyond them, to their other side.
But,
Today is my Grandma's birthday. So today I will be free.
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P E A C E. begins with a smile. I read this in a book by Thich Nhat Hanh. This is how I'm looking at my world. It's all about inner peace, inside our own being. And as we learn our own peace we learn compassion for others, and for the world we live in. Others and The World will always be there - no matter what's going on inside us, they go on. If we live and breathe peace, we can go on too, in the present moment; for that is all we have: the only thing that's real.
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