Monday, February 15, 2010

suds

I don't know how necessary it is in life to be strong.
I do know that it's important to feel strong.
The most important thing is not to conquer, but to fight well.

I wish love were enough.
It should be right? But then there's life, and that silly thing seems to get in the way. So maybe not.
I want so bad for it to be enough.
But it's just not.
And it's not everything - it's just one tinsy aspect of life. Okay, maybe it's not tinsy - its effecting and affecting - it's big...er, but it's not everything. Love itself will not bring happiness. Love does not equal happiness. And in so many ways it didn't. It brought me isolated happiness. And that surely is not everything. Love in all aspects. Be happy in all aspects. All life encompassing. Complete. Everything. Whole. That is what I n.o.w. am in search of. I don't want just him. He doesn't come with everything else. I want the world too.


There's no better way to start over than to take a shower. Wash. It. Off.

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