when you get the chance

I woke up this morning at ... too early. Feeling like crap. Feeling sick, tight, sore, just horrible. I haven't done yoga or worked out all week, and I've eaten terribly.
I threw on my workout clothes with every intention of going to the gym after I met for my group project.
It's windy outside. It's making my chest tight, my head ache, and my throat kill.

Forget it. I drove home instead of to 24 hour fitness. And made lunch.

Now, I'm sitting in my bed, watching the view, eating a shrimp salad at 10am. And I couldn't feel happier or love myself more right now. After this I'm going to shower and go shopping, even thought I should be on a budget.
Some days, you just gotta do what you want. What you really want.

Some days, you gotta dance.

True, I might have days like these all too much. I have two responses to that right now.
1. so?
2. oh well.